Just part of the herd.

    Nothing is special about me, that is most likely why I am still single at this point in my life.  I have taken many leaps of faith in my life only to have the path I am on end in a pitfall.  Many people will always say that I shouldn't stop trying, but not sure they ever feel like I do at that moment.  

    So my life is just your basic get up, go to work, come home, and sleep.  I am just part of the herd of everyday life.  No one knows how hard it is for me to keep moving forward with life, to keep advancing at work.  When things get overbearing I do not have a support group to listen to me.  I have no friends here, I have no coworkers I can trust, and when I do speak out... it was just forgotten after a day.  

    Will I take my life? No, My fear actually keeps that from happening, not the death but to die alone.  Plus I got to kittens that need me to feed them, a family that loves me, and friends that live very far away that do mean a lot to me.  Just sucks I have no one here.